Lost to find i was always here

For so long as I searched for so many years for the boy I remembered the one at those happier times in my life, I found he was never lost. I found that at so many times when I felt I was lost I was always there, I never left. I found that what had happened was something wonderful, something so slow I didn’t notice, A gift we are all given in life one that we have no choice and must all accept, I was growing as I still am inside. I will never find the person I was because I have grown; I have changed and will never be him again, I couldn’t find him because he grew up, as my life had changed he did too. At moments now when I feel so lost inside I know I am still there, just growing, changing and it becomes my choice rather it is for the best or worst. But I am always there maybe not the same as before just a little older and a little wiser.

We are never lost and at the times we feel we are it is the growing pains that come with life sometimes it is something so wonderfull to change within when we find smiles and laughter at other times it hurts to change through the tears and sorrows of loss but we are always there.